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LYRICS LAGU BESIDE ALBUM AGAINTS OURSELF

[THE END OF PAIN] This is the empty hearth That I never found what I’ve been looking for I saw the immortal beauty shines Take me out from the darkness that I hide, Let me follow the row of a candle light That would bring me to heaven Aku menatap sebuah cahaya Dari gelapnya ruangan kelam Di himpit dinginya dinding sempit dan lembab Terbalut putihnya kafan. Kini dalam kesendirian telah kuhancurkan debu derita Yang lelah ku pikul , erat menggemgamku Forgive me for my mistake before Wiped out your tears and smiling for me Don’t you ever remember what I had ruin But just take a look what I’ve done This is the end of my pain, the end of my endless pain! [THE HOLLY MAN] Hunting to find the answer Closing comment you’ve to told me I believe with my decisions No reason to betray my self. Fuck holly man, I know what I must doing, Fuck holly man, this is my self. Save all your breath that you can breathe Engulfed your words Don’t ever to talking bullshit Fuck holly man, I know what I must doing, Fuck holly man, this is my self. Everything that you told me Engender hatred I am a grimmer With the soil sin. And You feel the holly man Whereas, you’re the liar with a gold mask I am so fuckin sorrow I can’t escape from a shadow Your lied still remains in my arm I’ll wait the salvations From a putrid mouth around my face Stop to make me paltry [SISI KELAM] Biarkan rasa ini mati Terbenam dalam kealpan ( sisi kelamku ) Buuta dari baying-bayang tuhan Terlilit gema kemiskinan jiwa ( sisi kelamku ) Kehancuranku.. takan ku ratapi Kan kulahap semua derita Ku nikamati duka laraku Kegelapan memilihku. Kehampaan tak pernah lelah menyapa Bagai peri malam yang tersesat untuk pulang Hilang sudah cahaya kehidupan Laknat memang hidupku kelam sudah langkahku Reff : kan kutantang mautku Dan ku tunggu ajalku Sisi jiwaku kelam I know my life such a piece of shit But I think I know my fuckin choice Don’t ever try to judge me.. This is my life , this is my way So, fuck you and leave me alone. Hilang sudah cahaya kehidupan Laknat memang hidupku Hilang sudah cahaya kehidupan Kelam sudah langkahku Tuhan.. aku bagai peri malam yang tersesat untuk pulang. [7 DEADLY SIN] Brave means nothing It’s the only thing to be blame Killing, aching, hating everywhere They live in a hand of times Love was such an easy weakness to live with Stole the joy, stole the smile, even stole the sun Anarchies become the world famous number one Reff : Booming like poisoned mushroom everywhere Seventh deadly sin, seventh dead of destructions Killed by the name of life Guide by the name of god Whistling sound from the deepest hearth Crash my enormous thought of us. [AKU ADALAH TUHAN] AkuLah derita ,Aku bahagia,Akulah gelak tawa Dan aku airmata, Aku binatang Akulah setanUntuk diriku sendiri aku adalah tuhan hati pikiran dan indraku adalah miliku atas nama jiwa , atas nama diri, aku tuhan untuk diriku sendiri Kungkahkan kakiku menuju surga Kulangkahkan kakiku menuju neraka! setiap nafas yang ku hirup adalah hak setiap hak yang ku miliki kan ku genggam atas nama jiwa , atas nama diri, aku tuhan untuk diriku sendiri Kalian mencoba merubah takdirku Dengan menyeret nyeret rentanya sayap jiwaku Mencoba membungkam nafas pikiranku Caci makiku untuk kalian. Bebaskan hempaskan setiap rantai kekang di otakmu Bebaskan hempaskan setiap caci maki yang terucap Teriakan setiap nafas [TESTIMONY PENYESATAN] Aku adalah pendusta bertopeng emas, Menghasut fitnah liar mengucap kata Aku adalah prahara hilang nurani Terbalut belenggu nafas derita Aku adalah puitisi kegelapan Merangkai menguntai kata2 kelabu Aku adalah jejak langkah dewa pendosa Ungkapkan penyesatan sebuah keimanan Untaian kata indah terucap, Seburkan dusta padahal laknat Lidahku kelu untuk mengungkapkan kenyataan Jiwa tersesat , pikiran mati Hidupku cacat langkahku kelam Tanggung laknat hidupku derita Kan ku tangtang maut Dan ku tunggu ajal [DOSA ADALAH SAHABAT] Lari berlarilah tutup mata bungkam mulutmu Khianati pungkiri hatimu Tataplah.. dosa mengikuti setiap nafasmu. Jangan kau pungkiri , takan kau dustai Reff : Tatap jiwamu tatap hatimu dan akui Bahwa dosa seperti sahabat Apa dosa adalah sahabat? Setiap langkah dan nafasmu.. Harumnya dosa mendekap hasrat Setiap langkah dan nafasmu.. Mencoba membunuh pahalamu Coba berlari.. Aura hitam memekat Khianati pungkiri Kegelapan semakin gelap Lari berlariLah .. Umpat kau mengumpat dosa kau dustai ratapi dirimu!!! [ALL OF MY HATE] The time has begun, It’s time for against the enemy No time to waste And killed them all I want them seeing my fucking wrath, I’ll Making them running like a dog. I hate everyone, who always fuckin hurt me Face to face, Realized your angry Face to face, i will make all crying I want to make a half of my live to be better I wanna feel a better, and I will make it true I just want to be my self I’m not who you are So don’t ever try to push me, Please don’t ever insist your desire, Reff : God damned , mother fucker I’ll got you, I killed you This is all of my hate!!! I want to make a half of my live be a better I want felt a better and I’ll make all be better [SINCERITY] I scream in fear trying to wake up A thousand questions aggrieved my self I can’t find harmonic bliss between the black and white I don’t even know how to find a way Lost in the darkness that I hide place I follow the hollow a broken wing that I adore The theology has lead me to the grey days I don’t even know how to find a way Lost in the darkness that I hide place Even thought I know that will lead me to the valley of decay Take me out, take me away From the deepest of decay hole Take me out, take me away God give me sincerity I wish upon a falling star I’m still waiting that I can talk with god But the light of salvations never has comes to me I’m falling again to the valley of decay. [MY BLACK DIARY] For a half of my life, You brought me to the darkness side Living in the most darkness fear I am blinded by my weakness Dying in the most torturing pain It sheep beneath my skin Stuck inside my broken soul I am too damaged to be heal And you’re too dead to be conscious then I lost in a shattered dreams of being with you Standing in the most sacred place. Watched me suffering half to death Sedated with thousand promises But it never coincide These see thing anger, Got me feel with desire to hurt you It’s a great way to end your life Lead you to the oblivion Reff : I’m running as fast as I can and never looked back Carrying my deepest sorrow away from you